I am usually not active around here because I don't have the time to log on to my laptop and my real-life art is sparse! There are no photography jobs from my friend's boss (THANK THE LORD okay, that is all I have to say!) so my camera is sitting unused. And I spend most of my time working on music for church, which is the direction in which my art seems to be growing. <3 this is a wonderful thing and I couldn't be more proud to contribute something to the glory of my God! I do need singing lessons though!
I have been challenged not to say "sorry" for seven days.
This started last Thursday (on which I said it 30+ times). I haven't successfully stopped saying it yet, but I am thinking a lot more about how I am not a sorry person: just because I mess up or stumble doesn't mean I have to apologize to everyone for everything I do wrong in my eyes!
This is like, saying "sorry" to get someone to get off of my back, or to apologize for mistakenly believing I've done something wrong: this isn't avoiding an apology when I need to get it, by the way! :9
I will not be on for a while more but I just wanted to update that I will turn 19 on May 15th. Most likely I will be upset for a good portion of the day so I am hoping, you know, not to be!
To those whom I owe art, a thousand apologies, and yes, I am working on your art for you. There is no excuse and I owe you big time- trust me, I will make it up to you.
Thank you all for sticking with me and I'm thankful for you! I wish I could better contribute to your lives or strike up a stronger friendship... maybe soon I'll have the courage. <3 I'm blessed to be here and blessed to know you.