Hullo! Guess I'm back, again. ^^
Things are better all the time! I'm someone now that I don't recognize. This is good, and bad. More bad than anything, but I can deal
I think my anxiety is lifting. I am spending a lot of time with my guitar and my Rubik's cubes to keep calm. I have new habits-- good and bad. My favorite is the one where I brush my teeth more than once a day! Haha. I am nothing short of a flawed human being though.
I don't know what the point of this journal is! Guess I wanted to tell the dA community that 1: I have eczema, and 2: I am becoming a vegan. I've had the condition since I was a little tiny thing hehe, but last summer I developed a sort of eczema of the hands called dyshidrosis (really icky, I wouldn't look it up. It freaks me out!). >> I've been researching different cures for it, and a seemingly efficient one is going vegan for a few months (it is suggested that eczema is a result of too many toxins in the body, or a fungus). Since mine is spreading on my left hand, I'm anxious to get rid of it! Next week I hope to start a gluten-free, raw vegan diet (I am allergic to gluten).
Coconut oil is supposedly a good relief for eczema, so I bought some. I've got it everywhere
. It's in my hair with a French braid conditioning for the past hour, and it's on my skin because I read it's a good moisturizer. It's actually all over my laptop now because it was on my arms and hands before I started typing. YOLO. But now, I'm craving coconuts (the one food
I didn't buy today). asdfghmksfso now you know why I'm talking about coconut oil and skin problems! o-o
I've spent a great deal of my time writing. Loads of time. I've cracked my biggest problems concerning my NaNo characters. With those roadblocks out of my way I plan to write like a madman this month! Just an update on how that's going, I guess!
My church had its final winter concert following a dinner last week, and that went excellently. Since we youth are the servers (HuggedByABear
too), I was concerned about the outcome. (I purchased a CD the night before to keep my thoughts on track and to avoid anxiety LOL. The year previous sucked. Nicest way I can currently put it.)
Thankfully: everything went well. Everyone was pleased, I only dumped one bowl of salad on the floor, and the concert was refreshing and wonderful!
Finally, I relayed to my friends that this week I'm going boyfriend fishing. I plan on taking a copy of Call of Duty, attaching it to a fishing pole, and slinging it out into the middle of the mall and reeling it in to see who I catch. It won't happen but it's too cute an idea, right? <3 #tiredofbeingaloneallthetime
Thanks for the prayers and you can continue them if you like. Just a brief update before I go back to writing about my favorite people!
Christ be with you,